You know how everyone always tells you it is so therapeutic to write a letter to someone to get things off your chest. I did that today, and boy was it therapeutic. Until I sent it. I guess you aren't supposed to send the therapeutic letter. Now I am sooo mad at myself, because it rambeled and rambled. I said nice things and not so nice things. I did this over Myspace for crying out loud. I never check my Myspace page.I wasn't going to send it, then in a moment of "what the heck". I did.
A few minutes later, I forwarded the message to my friends dad, who is like a Father to me. He said it did not do me justice. I knew that. I wouldn't usually have sent it. IT's was years and years worth of blah blah.
Needless to say, I had to delete my myspace page. I tried to delete just the message but that didn't work. I hope she doesn't check her messages in the next 48 hours. AAAAH! I am so stupid for doing that.
I normally wouldn't care, but it is my Daughters Step Mom, and it would be better if (for my daughters sake) I left some things unsaid. Now it's too late.
Reminds me of a John Mayer song. MY STUPID MOUTH, HAS GOT ME IN TROUBLE.I SAID TOO MUCH AGAIN.
I think I like the way my foot tastes. I really must. It stays in my mouth constantly.
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Passing The Baton
1 year ago
Never send the letter...it is good to get it down on paper. But then shred it!!
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I have done that so many times and every time I wonder when I will learn to wait and think before I click send.
ReplyDeleteS**t happens, right?:) I've written some nasty things to people in the past, but in time, they got over it. And we're better for it in the end, because on some level the truth was out there and I didn't have to harbor my feelings anymore. On the upside, maybe there was some truth underlying the things you said, and now she's aware of it. But, I'll be praying for you that she doesn't get the message:) Then no hassle to deal with at all..
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